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Hey guys thought that I should update .. even tho sometimes I never have anything to say.. but anyways I havent been up to much just hangin in there got all my exams done and I am pretty sure I passed 3 of them. YEAH HALEY! haha I am such a loser. so its comin up on a half a year with Jeff (I really love him he makes me feel soo god)! mmmm ( *reasons why girls like guys* )</font>
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Hey I thought that I should update casue I never do. Anyways nothing much up here jsut been hanging out with Molly, Jamal ,and Jeff. So yea today we ddint have school, cause of the roads and stuff. Have exams in school right now how fun. Thursday I guess Jamal is pickin Molly and I up and were hanging out with him and Jeff that should be fun. I have no idea what were doing yet but oh well. Well I think thats about it I never have anythign special to say oh well See ya.
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[09 Jan 2005|08:28pm] |
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okay soo friday I didnt do anything. Saturday I had Molly over and then later that night we went out to eat with Jeff and Jamal at Smokey Bones... and say Mollys brother and his girlfrned cause she works there hahaha it was great fun then we didnt get back to my house till like 1:30 and we hung out in he grage till 12 and with my luck Jamal broke a light in there it was soo funny tho lol anyways today I went to this banquent thigny and it was soo boring but I talked to Jeff before I went he todl me to call him when I got home but I didnt cause I figured he was already gone but oh well I dont know hopefully he mgiht call me later were hangin out next weekend so that should be fun but anyways for the most part I had fun and i Love my Jeff!
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okay i think i am done now with the layout hope you guys like it
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Well guys its a new year and I hope its as good or even better than the last one. Well I don't really have anything to say. Just that I had the best last year and I hope this one is awesome too. But nothing really happening right now hung out with Jeff alot over break had fun. It just sucks that now we are back in school and I am not going to see him as much as I did before. I am really happy that I am going out with him he makes me happy. I just love him soo much! He means everything to me not just cause hes nice to me and makes me happy but also because hes there for me when I need him and he listens. Well I don't want to sit here and ramble on about Jeff soo I am gunna go.. seee ya later and I'll try and update more but who knows..........................
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Yea i thought i should up date this but anyways nothing new here jsut got a bunch of stuff for xmas and thats pretty much it but oh well i am gunan go tho causes theres really nothin to say see ya
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hah i really love how everyone has to drag this damn awaymessage out soo far it ment nothin towards anyone.. but any who i wen to the mall today with Jeff and Molly. We all had a blast! I saw my little sister there.. weird but cool i guess any ways i am really sick of this stupid shit thats goin around so i am just done with it i dont give a fuck and i never will. All i care about are the people that are there for me and who watch and know what i go through. you may think you know but you have no idea unless your there to see me and him together. And then you may judge him on how he treats me cause he treats me just fine he loves me and i love him. but anyways hes comin over tomorrow for dinner and then i think he might go to my grandmas with me so that should be fun....i got Kyles persent today i just need to figure out how i am gettin it to him. ut yea another busy day tomorrow so i am gunan go see ya
and how gives a damn how i type personly i dont give a fuck i am too lazy to make corrections and shit like that its just not me
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Soo yea I am hangin out with molly at her house... and yea well today i had an extremely busy day woke up at 7 went to court then came home for about 15 mins and then went to the mall for liek the whole day then finely at 4 i got to mollys and went with her to get her bellybutton pireced.. hah that was fun then went to meijers and sat in the furniture section and read magzines lol but yea soo that was a kind of fun day besieds my mom thinkin that i should be put in pine rest but yea like i need that it would just make me be depressed and i would hate it i would miss my Jeffy and molly (lol) to much and that wouldnt be cool cause i wouldnt be able to talk to him or anyhting and it would seem like i was crazy or something.... but yea too damn disgustiged to talk about it so i am gunna go see ya guys have fun
only 3 more days till xmas
(hopefully jeff will get me the ring i want lol yea right
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Hey guys i liek never update heses things but oh well so yea nothin really new just gettin up earler cause i got to go to court how fun yea whatever i am soo tired and i look liek shit and i feel liek shit but who cares well yea i am gunna get goin now soo se ya
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took some quizes today here they are
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Raw contents below.] took some quizes today here they are <div align=center><form name="quizform" target="_new" action="http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=2123" method="post"> <table border=1 bordercolor=#000000 bgcolor="#90BED5" cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> <tr><td colspan=2 align=center bgcolor='083360'><a <div align=center><form name="quizform" target="_new" action="http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=26" method="post"> <table border=1 bordercolor=#000000 bgcolor="#90BED5" cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2> <tr><td colspan=2 align=center bgcolor='083360'><a href='http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=26' target='_new' style='text-decoration: none;'><font style='color : #ffffff; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;' color= '#ffffff'><b>How High Is Your Sex Drive?</b></a></font></td></tr> <tr><td><font style='color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;'>Name </td><td bgcolor='#D8F3F3'><input type='text' name='in0' size='' maxlength='' value='Haley'></td></tr><tr><td><font style='color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;'>Age </td><td bgcolor='#D8F3F3'><input type='text' name='in1' size='' maxlength='' value='15'></td></tr><tr><td><font style='color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;'>Gender </td><td bgcolor='#D8F3F3'><input type='text' name='in2' size='' maxlength='' value='female'></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor=D8F3F3 colspan=2 align=center><font style='color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;'>Your Sex Drive Level Is.. - <b>21%</b></font><br><table align='center' width='250px' cellspacing='0' cellpadding='0' border='0'><tr><td height='5px' bgcolor=#006600></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#00cc00></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=Lime></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#99ff66></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ccff99></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ffff33></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ffcc00></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ff9900></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ff6600></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ff3300></td></tr><tr><td height='10px' bgcolor=black></td><td height='10px' bgcolor=black></td><td height='10px' bgcolor=black></td><td height='10px' bgcolor=#99ff66></td><td height='10px' bgcolor=#ccff99></td><td height='10px' bgcolor=#ffff33></td><td height='10px' bgcolor=#ffcc00></td><td height='10px' bgcolor=#ff9900></td><td height='10px' bgcolor=#ff6600></td><td height='10px' bgcolor=#ff3300></td></tr><tr><td height='5px' bgcolor=#006600></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#00cc00></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=Lime></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#99ff66></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ccff99></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ffff33></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ffcc00></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ff9900></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ff6600></td><td height='5px' bgcolor=#ff3300></td></tr></table></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 align=center bgcolor=#083360><input type="submit" name="submit" value="Try Your Answers!"></td></tr> <tr><td colspan=2 align=center><font size=-1 style='color : #000000; 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font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;' color= '#ffffff'><b>What do you dream about?</b></a></font></td></tr> <tr><td><font style='color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;'>Name/Nickname: </td><td bgcolor='#D8F3F3'><input type='text' name='in0' size='32' maxlength='64' value='Hot n Heavy Haley'></td></tr><tr><td><font style='color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;'>Age: </td><td bgcolor='#D8F3F3'><input type='text' name='in1' size='3' maxlength='3' value='15'></td></tr><tr><td><font style='color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;'>Zodiac Sign: </td><td bgcolor='#D8F3F3'><select name='in2' size='1'><option value='Aquarius' >Aquarius</option><option value='Aries' >Aries</option><option value='Cancer' >Cancer</option><option value='Capricorn' >Capricorn</option><option value='Gemini' selected>Gemini</option><option value='Leo' >Leo</option><option value='Libra' >Libra</option><option value='Pisces' >Pisces</option><option value='Sagittarius' >Sagittarius</option><option value='Scorpio' >Scorpio</option><option value='Taurus' >Taurus</option><option value='Virgo' >Virgo</option></select></td></tr><tr><td><font style='color : #000000; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;'>Fav. 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Get <a href='http://astrology.kwiz.biz' style='text-decoration: none;'>Free Horoscopes</a> from Kwiz.Biz</font></div> </form> yep that was prety fun see ya |
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Hey giys sorry i never write in here but i usally go home and sleep and yea i am just never really into writng anymore but ill try no promises but anyways yea i am pretty bored right now jsut talkin to My Special Kurty anyways nothin much too exiciting in my life right now jsut kinda keep goin but yea.. who knows i am sitll goin out with jeff so yea thats a plus i really do like him alot i dont kwno what id do without him...i jsut love him and i hope he feels the same way but yea i am gunan get goin now talk to you later byebye
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To the Virgins, to Make Much of Time
Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old time is still a-flying;
And this same flower that smiles today,
Tomorrow will be dying.
The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun,
The higher he’s a-getting,
The sooner will his race be run,
And nearer he’s to setting.
The age is best which is the first,
When youth and blood are warmer;
But being spent, the worse and worst
Times still succeed the former.
Then be not coy, but use your time,
And while ye may, go marry;
For having lost but once your prime,
You may forever tarry.
Robert Herrick, 1591-1674
Mine and Jeffs 4 month
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To the Virgins, to Make Much of Time
Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old time is still a-flying;
And this same flower that smiles today,
Tomorrow will be dying.
The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun,
The higher he’s a-getting,
The sooner will his race be run,
And nearer he’s to setting.
The age is best which is the first,
When youth and blood are warmer;
But being spent, the worse and worst
Times still succeed the former.
Then be not coy, but use your time,
And while ye may, go marry;
For having lost but once your prime,
You may forever tarry.
Robert Herrick, 1591-1674
Mine and Jeffs 4month
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To the Virgins, to Make Much of Time
Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old time is still a-flying;
And this same flower that smiles today,
Tomorrow will be dying.
The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun,
The higher he’s a-getting,
The sooner will his race be run,
And nearer he’s to setting.
The age is best which is the first,
When youth and blood are warmer;
But being spent, the worse and worst
Times still succeed the former.
Then be not coy, but use your time,
And while ye may, go marry;
For having lost but once your prime,
You may forever tarry.
Robert Herrick, 1591-1674
Mine and Jeffs 4 month
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yea so i havent really writin in here in a long time but pretty much i havent been up to much besides hangin tou with moly and jamal and jeff yea am still goin out with him almsot 4 months now i dotn really kwnow ahts goin on in my life tho right now i like jeff alot but lately i have been soo down and depressed i jsut dont kwno what to do? anywyas i think i am gettin some good stuff tomorrow and friday soo that should be fun.. but i dont kwno am jsut really nto in the mood for anyhtign anymore i am jsut plain old haley thats don and needs to be up but whatever i have been liek this since i talked to my mom on monday i really hate her shes such a bitch she always ots me in a depressin mood it really sucks oh well i should be goin over there saturday and tgettin al my shit and then i should be talkin to her after that.. oh well ill have all my stuff and ill be fine but yea i am gunan go see ya and have a nice life and i hope your star shines brighter than mine does
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[28 Oct 2004|08:03pm] |
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well today was an pretty okay day. I hung out in town with the guys and Molly. I guess i had fun but whatever. Jeff was there for like 10 mins and then he left and never came back i wish he would at least be happy to see me but he doesnt even act like were goin out??? whatever i really do like him alot and i wish he would be more of a boyfriend than a friend that i never talk to ever! it sucks it really does. I think its cazy how much i like him but its okay i wish that he would just be there for me cause it doesnt seem like he is. I dont knwo i wish that he could just stab me in the hart so that i wouldnt have to feel the pain i do...it wouls make everything so much better for me not to be alive any more it would please me all so well....Well any ways this friday i am supposed to have fuckin a shit load of people come over but my oldder sister says she gunan come watch me yea she fuckin watch me chug some alchol cause thats waht i doin ill fuckin drink in front of her face ill be liek bitch you dont know me... i jsut wish that i could live all by my self likeun away casue thats pretty much what i am goin to end up doin is running away and staying away and never coming back cause hate my life and everythink it has to ofer me and thats why i do my drugs and drink and my sisters trying to take that away from me how fuckin gay i hate her i wish they would just let me be and do whatever i wanted it would make me soo much happier it really would!!! I jsut would like to be left alone so that i could die on my own but i would want my baby to come with me yes he is my baby cause i love him soo much but iknwo he doest love me although when he says it to me it makes me feel soo god you dont even knwo i love it! i jsut wish he would be a btter boyfriend it would make me happier... but i am pretty much rambling on about my problems soo i am gunan go bye bye
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